[00:00.00]时代音乐网 www.78497.com  [00:00.30]Baby you didn't think that I'd be clueless [00:03.75]'Cause I don't know who you think you fooling [00:07.53]I don't think you're fooling me [00:09.12]If this is real love [00:11.61]'Cause I'm trying but I can't lie [00:13.08]Don't never think of fooling me [00:18.27]I'm losing my cool [00:23.70]Losing my cool [00:42.24]I'm losing my cool [00:48.81]Yeah yeah [00:50.40]'Cause I'm trying but I can't lie [00:51.84]Turn it up a little bit [00:53.43]I'm losing my cool [00:54.15]I'm losing my cool [00:54.78]Life of a youngin [00:55.74]Tryna balance my pain became my struggle [00:57.24]I was already deep off in my thoughts and feeling funny [00:59.43]How the ones I that love the most just can't keep it a hundred [01:01.59]I never thought I'd get this far I used to doubt myself [01:04.01]God dealt me this hand I used the out myself [01:05.09]Breaking in houses when I was younger I was wild myself [01:06.84]They told me ten at fourteen I went and found myself [01:09.81]In my cell writing raps often thinking 'bout Deyjah [01:12.54]Before she died I told her my dreams and my aspirations [01:15.45]I used to cry just thinking 'bout all the s**t she was facing [01:18.36]I know she smiling looking down 'cause I finally done made it [01:21.03]I love my lil' brother he feel big brother be tripping [01:23.94]That s**t just make me so d**n mad that he don't f**king listen [01:27.09]And my big brother really gifted but he really tripping [01:29.91]He tell me heal me his addiction ain't none of my business [01:32.55]In his brain he rock star living [01:35.88]Yeah and we was raised the same but we way different [01:38.73]Either way and if you right or wrong I'm forever with you [01:41.49]It's safe to say I changed the game I made it out the trenches [01:44.49]Later I would come to find I was just the beginning [01:47.28]I still gotta cross all these oceans and mountains and rivers [01:50.13]Life of a rapper got me on the edge I keep my pistol [01:53.01]Gotta watch my back 'cause I don't trust these h*es or trust these n***as [01:55.98]Tell me who can you trust when people so deceiving [01:58.86]Don't want no love 'cause she gon' leave and come back when she need me [02:01.65]She looking dead in my eyes lying like a demon [02:04.62]How you slap the hand that had fed you bite the hand that feed you [02:09.36]I don't get it neither yeah yeah [02:11.91]I don't get it neither [02:13.65]My family don't see Nuni they see Rod the Wave [02:16.23]So mentally and physically I stay far away [02:19.23]Yeah [02:23.52]Listen I [02:25.02]I regret saying I want 'em dead for switching sides [02:27.81]That night he died I couldn't cry although I tried uh [02:32.52]I can't lie yeah [02:35.13]I'm losing losing my cool [02:39.24]I lose my cool sometimes yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah [02:48.57]I lose my cool I loose my cool sometimes yeah [02:55.14]Crazy life for the youngin [02:56.94]Tryna battle my pain became my struggle [02:59.37]They don't ask me how I be feeling just asking for money [03:02.43]Wonder why all the people I love can't keep it one hundred yeah [03:07.44]I don't want you to ever think you fooling [03:10.92]Don't ever think you fooling me [03:14.16]Need real love mm-mm-mm [03:17.01]Yeah yeah [03:23.37]I lose my cool I lose my cool sometimes