[00:00.00]时代音乐网 www.78497.com  [00:00.41]The Search (Live) - HAMIN (하민) [00:18.44]"Hey Nate how's life" [00:20.50]I don't know it's alright [00:22.31]I've been dealin' with some things like every human being [00:24.19]And really didn't sleep much last night [00:26.41]"I'm sorry" that's fine [00:28.40]I just think I need a little me time [00:30.33]I just think I need a little free time [00:32.29]Little break from the shows and the bus rides yeah [00:34.78]Last year I had a breakdown [00:36.26]Thoughts tellin' me I'm lost gettin' too loud [00:38.23]Had to see a therapist then I found out [00:40.15]Somethin' funny's goin' on up in my house [00:42.19]Yeah I started thinkin' maybe I should move out [00:44.17]You know pack my cart take a new route [00:46.24]Clean up my yard get the noose out [00:48.19]Hang up my heart let it air out [00:50.44]I've been searchin' [00:51.42]"What does that mean Nate" I've been learning [00:53.50]Grabbin' my keepsakes leavin' my burdens [00:55.44]Well I brought a few with me I'm not perfect [00:57.46]Lookin' at the view like this concerns me [00:59.44]Pickin' up the cues right [01:00.48]I'm quite nervous [01:01.42]Hate it when I lose sight life gets blurry [01:03.45]And things might hurt me [01:04.36]It's prolly gonna be a long journey but hey [01:06.71]It's worth it though [01:07.83]Cold world out there kids grab your coats [01:09.62]It's been a minute I know now I'm back to roam [01:11.66]Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code [01:13.75]Pretty vivid I admit it I'm in classic mode [01:15.69]Don't need pity given to me but I can't condone [01:17.71]Talkin' down to me [01:18.44]I'ma have to crack your nose for crackin' jokes [01:20.40]I'm lookin' for the map to hope you seen it [01:22.42]Been makin' a whole lot of changes [01:24.28]Wrote a song about that you should play it [01:26.33]I get scared when I walk on these stages [01:27.75]I look at the crowd and see so many faces yeah [01:30.51]That's when I start to get anxious [01:32.52]That's when my thoughts can be dangerous [01:34.50]That's when I put on my makeup and drown in self-hatred [01:36.78]Forget what I'm sayin' and [01:45.50]Where'd the beat go [01:50.13]Oh ain't that somethin' [01:51.37]Drums came in you ain't see that comin' [01:53.38]Hands on my head can't tell me nothin' [01:55.13]Got a taste of the fame had to pump my stomach [01:57.38]Throw it back up like I don't want it [01:59.43]Wipe my face clean off my vomit [02:01.41]OCD tryna push my buttons [02:03.17]I said don't touch it now y'all done it [02:46.29]It's that time again [02:47.52]Better grab your balloons and invite your friends [02:49.59]Seatbelts back on yeah strap 'em in [02:51.63]Look at me everybody I'm smilin' big [02:53.63]On a road right now that I can't predict [02:55.63]Tell me "Tone that down" but I can't resist [02:57.60]Y'all know that sound better raise your fist [02:59.57]The search begins I'm back so enjoy the trip huh