[00:00.00]时代音乐网 www.78497.com  [00:03.84]Take you to the river [00:07.72]Yeah yeah yeah yeah [00:10.05]It's 2002 everything was totally new [00:12.58]We were globally huge watchin' sales go through the roof [00:15.42]We wrote and we viewed it Runyon Avenue soldiers included [00:17.79]A multitude of homies who would bounce for no good excuse [00:20.79]We were so bulletproof wrote souped and soaked in our youth [00:23.43]Thought we was runnin' sh*t 'til we lost the sole of our shoe [00:27.08]The death of Doody broke us in two [00:28.64]We were thrown for a loop ain't none of us know what to do [00:31.32]And at the time I was goin' through my own struggles too [00:34.02]So I wasn't in no condition to be coachin' us through [00:36.74]Everyone tried to go solo really nobody blew [00:39.42]I was hopin' they do so I ain't have to shoulder the crew [00:42.01]The plan was put everyone in position so that they knew [00:44.66]How to stand on they own and I don't want to open up wounds [00:47.42]I just noticed that oomf was gone when we go in the booth [00:49.94]'Cause the truth is the moment that Proof died so did the group [00:52.54]If I could leave this world behind [00:57.86]I could open up my eyes and walk in a straight line [01:03.42]Turn to the river with you [01:08.26]Help me leave this all behind [01:12.92]I'ma wash away my sins [01:15.64]I'ma rinse away this dirt [01:18.31]I forgot to make amends [01:20.83]To all the friends I may have hurt [01:23.47]I better stop and say my grace [01:26.11]From that I pray that I don't fall [01:28.85]'Cause on the way back down I may [01:31.30]End up runnin' back into them all [01:33.90]I never meant to use you all as my stepping stones [01:40.87]It was never the same and it's bothered me since [01:43.54]And the farther we drift apart the more awkward it gets [01:46.18]The more time goes by the more life happens [01:48.75]And we gotta be men we got responsibilities [01:51.26]Plus we don't say how we feel [01:52.67]And I feel like this is what got us in the debacle we're in [01:55.45]Been with you guys thick and thin [01:56.81]But it's almost as if sometimes we're not even friends [01:59.57]Which reminded me Biz [02:00.95]Rockstar was the sh*t [02:01.99]Y'all coulda got you a hit without me on the sh*t [02:04.33]If you woulda put D12 on it wish I coulda did [02:07.39]More than try talkin' you into comin' up off of it [02:09.75]I know it wasn't my fault but part of it probably is [02:12.35]I think of all of the trips to BET [02:14.31]And the rappers I wish that we woulda politicked with [02:16.82]Maybe y'all coulda clicked and got you some features [02:19.34]But that's water under the bridge [02:20.90]But I'm washin' my sins in it 'til my conscience is cleansed [02:23.15]If I could leave this world behind [02:28.78]I could open up my eyes and walk in a straight line [02:34.34]Turn to the river with you [02:39.21]Help me leave this all behind [02:43.78]I'ma wash away my sins [02:46.41]I'ma rinse away this dirt [02:49.03]I forgot to make amends [02:51.71]To all the friends I may have hurt [02:54.37]I better stop and say my grace [02:57.01]From that I pray that I don't fall [02:59.72]'Cause on the way back down I may [03:02.02]End up runnin' back into them all [03:04.75]I never meant to use you all as my stepping stones [03:11.95]Bacardi and Hen' never thought the party would end [03:14.40]One minute you're bodyin' sh*t but then your audience splits [03:17.18]You can already sense the climate is startin' to shift [03:19.89]To these kids you no longer exist [03:21.64]Went from rainin' cats and dogs in this b**ch [03:23.79]To tiny drops little drips [03:25.14]And by the time your reign is over you'll hardly be missed [03:28.50]You start thinkin' of all the artists you gift all the carnage you left [03:31.66]Is this the kind of karma you get [03:33.10]For turnin' your f**kin' back on Bizzy Kuniva and Swift [03:35.77]A Freudian slip subconsciously I honestly wished [03:38.51]I ain't feel so much guilt and y'all didn't harbor resentment [03:41.13]But it's hard to pretend that y'all ain't got none [03:43.28]I just wish I had words [03:44.36]But I guess they're just are none for this [03:46.17]To my partners I can't say how sorry I am [03:48.94]This is not how I planned for our story to end [03:51.62]I love all of you man [03:52.77]But I just can't be the guy everybody depends [03:55.66]On for entire careers 'cause that's not even fair [03:58.18]I will always be here but that spark isn't there [04:00.84]And I don't know how to recapture that time and that era [04:03.53]I've tried hearkening back to but I'm fightin' for air [04:06.37]I'm barely chartin' myself [04:07.61]Feels like I'm on the descent but it was not my intent [04:10.22]To treat y'all like a stepping stone [04:12.19]Though I ain't left no one behind but we been down every road [04:15.63]Done all we possibly can I know we kept our hopes up [04:18.42]But the longer we spend livin' this lie that we live [04:21.07]The less is left for closure so let's let this go [04:23.64]It's not goodbye to our friendship but D12 is over [04:28.04]I'ma wash away my sins [04:30.66]I'ma rinse away this dirt [04:33.40]I forgot to make amends [04:35.94]To all the friends I may have hurt [04:38.59]I better stop and say my grace [04:41.20]From that I pray that I don't fall [04:43.94]'Cause on the way back down I may [04:46.39]End up runnin' back into them all [04:49.02]I never meant to use you all as my stepping stones [04:54.40]I never meant to make you feel like my stepping stones [04:59.67]I never meant to use you all for my stepping stones