[00:00.00]时代音乐网 www.78497.com  [00:01.29]Indifferent to the people I detest [00:04.12]But it harms me in a way that even I cannot detect [00:08.01]In my own flesh and blood [00:09.75]In my own flesh and blood [00:11.32]I think I've had enough [00:13.77]I think I've had enough I've had enough [00:16.94]I welcome death with open arms [00:18.91]Like an old friend I haven't seen [00:20.98]Since I was young when young was old [00:22.94]When Daddy did terrible things [00:25.92]Maybe I'd feel better then when I leave you like this [00:29.14]Don't let me leave don't let me leave [00:31.08]Don't let me leave it all behind [00:33.43]While some days are not that bad [00:35.25]And even pleasant one might say [00:37.54]I can't control the thoughts I have [00:39.60]I can't control the present wave of emotion [00:43.14]Anxiously hoping for something or someone [00:46.90]For anything at all [00:48.37]I can't imagine a life without familiarity [00:52.64]I can't imagine what it's like to live with certainty [00:56.69]I like to rewatch movies so I know the end of every scene [01:00.86]I know the end of everything [01:02.69]I do because I won't ever leave my room [01:05.26]It's safer here safety's all I want and all I need [01:08.95]Buried my issues here [01:10.69]Deep within the walls and in my dreams [01:12.99]In my own atmosphere is where I'll die [01:15.54]So let me die in peace [01:17.20]I'm on my final breath my final steps [01:19.58]I've never felt so free [01:21.44]But my head's spinning [01:24.08]I can't help but think of who I'm abandoning [01:28.00]And suddenly my chest cries out in pure panic [01:31.60]It cannot end like this [01:33.61]I say with strength I haven't felt before [01:35.80]And that's when it finally hits [01:37.47]With my hands sweating [01:40.32]Climb down from the ledge of what's all so threatening [01:44.46]But it don't cause me fear no more [01:46.32]My fingers touch the fabric of my jacket made of corduroy [01:50.29]Reminding me of Brentwood [01:51.92]And the things that I would die to see again [01:57.72]Die to see again [02:01.74]Die to see again [02:05.82]Die to see again [02:07.27]Woah oh [02:10.71]My jacket made of corduroy [02:12.79]Know what I stand to lose my life my soul [02:15.26]My time my home my thoughts [02:16.78]My sweet and sour youth [02:18.36]I can't let go of who I was [02:20.41]But I can cut myself in two [02:22.51]And I can't pick up all the pieces [02:24.76]And let everybody choose [02:26.51]Ch-ch-ch-choose [02:27.72]Yeah it's all in your mind boy it's all in your head [02:32.42]Leave it all behind you can finish when you're dead [02:35.95]I'll be waiting for you here [02:38.05]When this madness finally ends [02:40.54]Remember who you are don't forget it [02:43.11]When your head's spinning [02:45.63]Stuck in a room with the television on [02:49.23]While you're tripping on 'shrooms [02:51.03]You got your thoughts spilling [02:53.75]But none of it's true it's a facade [02:56.08]Your heart can tear apart the parts that make it you [03:01.00]Hello again it's nice to see you're back [03:03.69]Did you like the things you saw? [03:05.34]And do you finally understand why I wear corduroy? [03:11.30]I really like corduroy [03:16.87]Hello my friend anything you'd like to ask [03:19.95]Any unresolved pollutions in your head that make you gag? [03:24.03]I'm just one call away [03:27.41]So please don't be afraid to call me back